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Maybe something is just wrong with me !! I can’t seem to find a host that I will be able to open again … I can’t have a paid host since I live in Pak and I can’t use paypal from here …. 
Gotta do something about this — cabspace.com just doesn’t open on my computer and niether does atspace.com !!
So frustrated about this
• super-awesome website [http://blackrevolver.com/] they have awesome desktops !! 
xoxoxo
moonsister
Life is so weird. I found something so weird today about a friend who made me promise not to tell it to anyone – I can so sympathize with those who go through so many hurdles and problems throught their lives … it’s so unexpected and sudden changes do make you feel so lost, but all I can say on this would be to stay steadfast and expect the worst. Life changes us in so many ways….
I’m rather brooding thoday and I cried in school too … my friend and I totally bunked this `health` seminar that was in our school today and the headmistress has no idea ! We were in the computer lab and after that we were listening to my iPod…
More later….
xoxoxoxoxo
moonsister
Sorry for ebing away for so many days… I’ve been busy with real life and stuff – I’ve also been giving my eyes more rest than usual. My teacher didn’t agree on making the computer project in HTML…. crap… now she wants us to do it in databases … whatever.
I’m thinking of joining up at deviantart to submit my poetry and photography … it’s worth a try, right ?
Also, I’m working a new layout for my site, and a goodies page with layouts and css for people … how does that sound…
I finally talked to my friends who moved away today, so refreshing to talk to them again … [www.imagespeller.com] & [www.elouai.com] !!
I was away on a wedding for somedays so I’m back now – sorry for missing out on so much especially at the Hangout and the Dot. *hugs*
While I was away I got the Taltos book by Anne Rice *hyper*
xoxoxo
moonsister
I have been *super* busy this weekend, what with a school party and travelling to another city for 8 hours by road. Phew – I can’t get enough rest, but I spared enough time to visit this place again [addicting, isn't it ?].
Anyhoo – I got new stiletto in Red – hey are ooh-la-la and all that…
And I posted my pictures at SimBellas [only members can see it] *they’re here* …
xoxox
Moonsister
Today has not been a fun day. I have a slight headache and I haven’t been feeling too good. School was okay – except for the double Chemistry periods !! Oh.My.God – when will the teacher just get off our backs ? 
And I miss my friend who moved way over to Canada last month … that was a major bummer for me.
This poem is about that friend …
Going Away
all the times of fun we had
time of joy; to be happy, to be glad
all the times we used to fight
when some things never seemed to go right
what you mean to me, what is your price
but now that you’re going away
i felt an empty hole i never felt before
i an feel you go out my life’s door
why can’t i tell you what you mean to me
what value you hold to me
i remember all the fun times we had
i can’t let go of you, i feel so sad
you’re here in my mind, inside my head
you’ll always be my best friend, remember what I said
all the times we fought
all the hurt to you i brought
i wish i could take it all back
just to get you back
and now i realize what you mean to me
but these tears i shed, i will never let you see
Silence
silence
in the hills beyond the sight
where the birds are in flight
silence
in the veil behind the mind
in the eyes of those who are blind
silence
in the ears of all who hear
the tragedy is more than we can bear
silence
whatever you touch you can’t feel
and in your heart you want to steal
silence
when you stand on someone’s grave
weeping though you try to be brave
silence
in your mind when it’s empty of thought
lost or confused in the dark
silence
when you reach out to touch me
you realize it will never be
I have finally made up my mind about my Computer Studies project – I will probably settle for doing a website about my city’s history. My teacher and friends tell me to go for it, since my friend saw my latest website [moonsister]. I on the othe rhand am not so sure … I so keep doing this, even though I really want to make a website as a project – if anyone here has better idea, please do do me know in exchange for a huge smooch !!!
I could also do a fan site for evanescence or Linkin Park but I doubt the British Council to have a thing for them … *giggle*…
So I am in desperate need of good ideas for these…
Also, I finally uploaded one more layout [azure]
and remember to credit back if you use this anywhere… maybe I should just make a policy page ? *giggle*
